February 16, 2009
And on the third day.....
Well I'm slowly returning to life after having a really rough time with the flu...... not fun!! I was on death's side of things (not literally, just felt like it) and boy, laying there lifeless for nearly three days gives you a different perspective on things. I think sickness is good for all of us every once in a while- sickness like that where you're so miserable and it's so opposite from normal life- and your spirit just has to be patient while your body is not functioning. I haven't had that for a while and it was actually good for me in the end- I probably just caught up on alot of rest that I needed for a while. Forced resting. I have alot to write about- alot to catch up on- of various subjects like possom hunters and Tennessee hillbilly dramas among other things. It's still cold here.... like I would expect it to be warm? It's mid-February. I've had enough cold weather. I'm ready to be able to be outside comfortably and easily. So I'll write again when I'm a little more coherent....
February 5, 2009
February 4, 2009
Happy Snow Day! It started snowing yesterday and now at the house we've gotten I'd say a foot, although I haven't measured it. It's 17 degrees..... up from 10 when I woke up this morning! Yesterday when I was leaving work there was ice on all of the roads in town- cars were sliding everywhere- including me. We were all going 10-20 mph. Luckily the highway was ok- although mostly one lane. I started to wonder if I'd be able to make it home! The only other roads to take would have been much worse.
The mountains here are so beautiful. I've said it before, but I love to see the shape and curves of the earth as she rises up. When the snow is on the mountains, it seems you can see more of that- the different slopes of the land- little valleys and peaks all over.
All of the animals are happy. I think they all would like to be able to be outside more, but once it starts getting warmer that will happen. I wish I could have many more animals. I've been bringing vegetable scraps to the goats and chickens and ducks at my neighbors house. They are so happy to get fresh greens and fruit in the middle of winter! It's so fun to see them and interact with them. It's getting me one tiny step closer to having my own chickens, goats, etc. Some day.....
What a change it's been for the past 6-7 months. It's been a whirlwind over the past year+. Before I moved here I was free to go where I wanted. Now I feel that I don't have that. It's nice to have my own place and a job to be able to live, but it is also so nice to have freedom... I have to keep remembering that this is not the 'end of the road'...... this is what it is..... it's a beautiful area to live, wonderful to have a job and a home. I don't know if I'll be staying or going. I feel like I'm constantly moving. I don't know why I feel like there is something wrong with that. I guess because most people don't do that, and there is some sort of negativity with it, it seems. Many of the things I want in my life require being in one place for a while, and I just don't ever feel like I've found where that is. And it's hard trying to find a way to have land, animals, etc. I guess I'm feeling a little confused and restless. It's ok, just curious. Also having a house guest for the past 6 weeks hasn't given me much time or space to really focus on it. But everything has been a great learning opportunity. I am grateful for everything I have experienced and am experiencing- and I wonder where I'll be and what things will be like in the fall, next year, and in a few years.
The mountains here are so beautiful. I've said it before, but I love to see the shape and curves of the earth as she rises up. When the snow is on the mountains, it seems you can see more of that- the different slopes of the land- little valleys and peaks all over.
All of the animals are happy. I think they all would like to be able to be outside more, but once it starts getting warmer that will happen. I wish I could have many more animals. I've been bringing vegetable scraps to the goats and chickens and ducks at my neighbors house. They are so happy to get fresh greens and fruit in the middle of winter! It's so fun to see them and interact with them. It's getting me one tiny step closer to having my own chickens, goats, etc. Some day.....
What a change it's been for the past 6-7 months. It's been a whirlwind over the past year+. Before I moved here I was free to go where I wanted. Now I feel that I don't have that. It's nice to have my own place and a job to be able to live, but it is also so nice to have freedom... I have to keep remembering that this is not the 'end of the road'...... this is what it is..... it's a beautiful area to live, wonderful to have a job and a home. I don't know if I'll be staying or going. I feel like I'm constantly moving. I don't know why I feel like there is something wrong with that. I guess because most people don't do that, and there is some sort of negativity with it, it seems. Many of the things I want in my life require being in one place for a while, and I just don't ever feel like I've found where that is. And it's hard trying to find a way to have land, animals, etc. I guess I'm feeling a little confused and restless. It's ok, just curious. Also having a house guest for the past 6 weeks hasn't given me much time or space to really focus on it. But everything has been a great learning opportunity. I am grateful for everything I have experienced and am experiencing- and I wonder where I'll be and what things will be like in the fall, next year, and in a few years.
January 30, 2009
Well I've gotten two responses so far from people who would like me to continue the postings....... I'm suprised! I didn't think anyone read this or found it the least bit interesting! So I will continue.......... and hopefully soon I'll have a little more time to get some new pictures up, etc.
I can't believe it's nearly February.... I'm finding that I was maybe in a little bit of a funk..... frustrated with work, life, and not finding the joy and freedom that I love. A friend called the other night and reminded me of that..... and I am so appreciative. It seems sometimes, as much as I love my solitude, that those precious people, and also animals and places- in my life at times are the ones who help me the most. Thank you all for that. Until next time........
I can't believe it's nearly February.... I'm finding that I was maybe in a little bit of a funk..... frustrated with work, life, and not finding the joy and freedom that I love. A friend called the other night and reminded me of that..... and I am so appreciative. It seems sometimes, as much as I love my solitude, that those precious people, and also animals and places- in my life at times are the ones who help me the most. Thank you all for that. Until next time........
January 28, 2009
Is anyone out there?
Well welcome back to me again... gosh its been a while since I last wrote- just about a month! Things have been a little busy (as usual). I've been getting myself much more balanced with work.... not giving too much of myself so I have something left afterwards. I think part of the problem is that I just don't want to be working in a big store every day. I'm not used to it and it's not good for my nature. I am thankful for the job, and I have been learning alot of good things. I have also met alot of really great people. There are not alot of job options in this area. So we'll see...
The weather has been cold!!! It was down to near zero and then in the teens........ too cold for me! Lately it's been warmer... in the 30's or so. I heard the other day that March is the coldest here! That's hard to believe.... but we'll see. The winter may be too long for me here..... I love the winter but want more warm weather than cold. I was snowed/iced in for a few days and it was really really nice to be able to really be in winter. It was much needed. I loved just being at home and it was cold and beautiful with the snow everywhere. Kane and I went for a long hike- it was about 18 degrees! It was nice. Very quiet in the forest. I haven't seen any bears- hopefully they're sleeping up on the mountains. Actually there is very little wildlife that I've seen- it's kind of strange. I did see a few deer and fox. There are alot of beautiful natural areas to explore in this area- I can't wait for spring.
I'm wondering if anyone reads this..... I feel like I'm just writing for myself, which is fine.... and I totally understand if noone is interested in reading this...... it may not be too interesting! But if anyone would like for me to continue this, please let me know. If not, I will probably end it or change to something different.
Upcoming adventures: I would love to go to Teotihuacan in February but I don't think I can do it with work. I'm thinking of making a trip to Seattle and the Northwest and California sometime soon. Also would like to make a trip to Kentucky in the spring. Among many other places!
The weather has been cold!!! It was down to near zero and then in the teens........ too cold for me! Lately it's been warmer... in the 30's or so. I heard the other day that March is the coldest here! That's hard to believe.... but we'll see. The winter may be too long for me here..... I love the winter but want more warm weather than cold. I was snowed/iced in for a few days and it was really really nice to be able to really be in winter. It was much needed. I loved just being at home and it was cold and beautiful with the snow everywhere. Kane and I went for a long hike- it was about 18 degrees! It was nice. Very quiet in the forest. I haven't seen any bears- hopefully they're sleeping up on the mountains. Actually there is very little wildlife that I've seen- it's kind of strange. I did see a few deer and fox. There are alot of beautiful natural areas to explore in this area- I can't wait for spring.
I'm wondering if anyone reads this..... I feel like I'm just writing for myself, which is fine.... and I totally understand if noone is interested in reading this...... it may not be too interesting! But if anyone would like for me to continue this, please let me know. If not, I will probably end it or change to something different.
Upcoming adventures: I would love to go to Teotihuacan in February but I don't think I can do it with work. I'm thinking of making a trip to Seattle and the Northwest and California sometime soon. Also would like to make a trip to Kentucky in the spring. Among many other places!
When your eyes are tired
the world is tired also.
When your vision has gone
no part of the world can find you.
Time to go into the dark
where the night has eyes
to recognize its own.
There you can be sure
you are not beyond love...
Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn
anything or anyone
that does not bring you alive
is too small for you.
-David Whyte
the world is tired also.
When your vision has gone
no part of the world can find you.
Time to go into the dark
where the night has eyes
to recognize its own.
There you can be sure
you are not beyond love...
Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn
anything or anyone
that does not bring you alive
is too small for you.
-David Whyte
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