Well, well, well... (again)

Changes are still in the air : ) Yesterday was my last day at Earth Fare... and today I am on a new path. It's a new day and a new sunrise. I'm starting to get the tiniest glimpse of it, and I'm liking it. Stonewolf and I decided not to take the rental house on the farm. May sound strange, but as "perfect" as it seemed, it did not feel "perfect". We each kept having our own reservations and we didn't really understand why. Although it was bringing up fears for us, and allowing us the opportunity to work through them, it just wasn't feeling very good! It was bewildering. We weren't excited about it... weren't looking forward to it. It was so strange. So, since we had not made any official move on the house yet, we decided to let the owner know what we were feeling to keep him in the loop. He basically flipped out in a pretty rude way and said not to waste his time again. Huh? It was a "wow" situation and I am glad we had this experience now before moving in. What an amazing relief I felt after hearing from Stonewolf what had happened. It was wild- all of the conflict I'd been feeling just went right out the window. What it's taught me is to listen to my gut... big time. Those intuitions.... it can be tricky when the picture looks so pretty and you think, well this has got to be right cause it seems so great... but... it doesn't FEEL great... and the thing is, no matter what, we always have a choice. That's the beautiful part. We have a choice to create whatever we want, and to step onto whichever path we choose, no matter what that path looks like. So, we're moving on towards finding something that feels REALLY good and we're both really excited about. That's really important right now- to CREATE things that feel really good and give us the opportunity to live our lives how we want to. So, yeah for us! Yeah for changes, and yeah for what's ahead.
I'm wishing you all well.... : )