Clarification

I've come to understand part of why I have this blog. It has been quite confusing for me for a while. It started out as another site which was for my travels, and when my travels ended, I switched to the blog form as people seemed to like to be able to keep up with what was happening in my life. I also liked this. Then it got confusing as I felt as though I was writing to people, and needed to write what they wanted to hear about, when mostly I wanted to write about my inner processings, and outer experiences. I was conflicted and didn't know why I was writing at all. What was the point in all of it? It seemed there was something more than just narcissistic writing. I've finally come to understand that I just need an outlet to express my thoughts, feelings and experiences. Sometimes friends don't want to hear, care to hear, need to hear- and sometimes they do. But I don't like to express to a friend my intimate feelings and then feel like I've just made a deposit on them and there is no dialogue, no dance in return. So I believe that is part of the reason for this- to be able to express myself (something I've learned is very important for me), to fulfill this need for writing (something I still don't quite understand) and to be able to share my thoughts and experiences, possibly being able to help someone else in that also. So, if anyone is reading this, thank you for your time and I welcome any comments or feedback. :)