January 10, 2010

a fork in the road...

I'm in the midst of a decision. A big decision, but also a simple one. Depends on how you look at it. It's a decision on a path, a direction, an investment, and an experience for growth. I will share what it is about once I've decided what I'll do. For now, I know what my heart is telling me. My head is still deciding. My soul is not sure- and is questioning my path. There is a fork in the road that has been presented to me. I have been asking and praying for my path in life- what is it that I am here to do? And now a choice has come. And in my eyes it's a pretty big choice- in that it will lead me in one direction, and it will require a significant sacrifice from me. And of course, that is if I choose to take that road. If I don't, then I keep looking. It is also difficult for me to trust myself. I have made many choices in the past, felt good about decisions, only to find out that the feeling was not as true as I thought it was. Now I know everything that has happened to me has happened for a reason. And I know that everything I've chosen in my life has taught me something very valuable, no matter what it was. I am looking for a more stable path now. I am looking for what my heart is drawn to, what is me, truly me. I want to give the gifts I'm here to give. I want to live in a way that I feel satisfied that I am doing something important. I want to see a path ahead and feel confident that I am doing the right thing for me. So, I will have a decision on this particular fork in the road within the next few days. I'm praying for guidance, for support, for clarity, and for courage.

1 comment:

dance of the spider said...

Know that all are "right'" choices. Even if they seem wrong. In retrospect all of our choices lead us in the direction we need to go.