I haven't written for a while- partly because I was very busy getting ready for my Vision Quest... and now it's a week after my Vision Quest.... and I've been busy adjusting to life as it is now! The Vision Quest was wonderful- an amazing experience, and really life-changing. It's been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster since then- not anything too dramatic, just stronger feelings I've noticed. I'm learning to experience the world in a different way. It's nice. But it does take some re-adjustment, and that can be difficult at times.
At the same time I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with my life for the moment... my lease is up in my rental house, I'm needing another job, and I'm tired of living where I live. I love the natural beauty- but I need more. There are no job options here and I am far away from people, things to do and places to go. I'm torn between where to go, and I have many animals which makes it difficult to find a rental place. So.... I've been getting caught in the fear and panic thing- and working my way out of it. It's been a good learning experience. Choice is such an important part of this human experience- and I am grateful for the choices I'm given, even when it feels very scarey.
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