September 29, 2009

Well well well...

Let's see... where do I start.... this morning it was chilly!! I got to work and spent practically all day training my replacement... which is good but there is so much to teach and it can be a little exhausting! I really realized how much I do in managing the floral department- how much there is to take into consideration, how much you have to pay attention to, how much I've learned and how much I'm responsible for, without being recognized or paid for it. I do it because it's important to me, I want to do a good job, and I want it to be a good thing. I have a feeling they will begin to realize how much was going on behind the scenes once I'm gone. It's nice to feel like "wow, I did a good job".
On the way home from work my landlord called and let me know he'd rented my house to someone else and I'd need to be out by October 15th, or the end of the month at the latest. This came as a complete shock as I was under the impression Garrett and I were going to stay in the house. And I'm really suprised my landlord is taking this route. I don't understand it, but I respect his decision no matter how much I disagree with it. So.... Garrett is on his way here now with the uhaul trailer, coming from Raleigh. We're going to start looking for a place in or around Asheville, and hopefully we'll find a great one.

I went to the woods tonight and told them we were going to have to leave. I was sad to say this to them. I have really loved being there and loving them. I was really looking forward to the times to come. Hopefully we can find a place with some woods also. I think it's going to be good. I got sad and scared at first, but I know this is where life is taking me and I trust that things are happening because that's how they should. I am creating the life I want and this is part of it.

2 comments:

dance of the spider said...

Seems this is the time for us seekers to make big shifts in our lives. The best is yet to come.

Girl on Earth said...

i agree sister..... let's look forward to what's to come!